why

Why can just a moment tear you apart, and burn your soul in painful memories... Why do you reach bottom because of something that happened quite some time ago... Why can't you let yourself move on, and leave the past rest in peace... Why everything has to last so long... and in that way you scare your good luck away... Why, although you return in a beloved place, you can only remember the torturing moments you've spent there... Why do you always carry this weight in your chest, and never let it go... Why do you love living with your pains, and never let others to see it and relief you... Why do you ask too much from yourself... Why don't you accept you are human, and you cannot cope with everything... Why do you cry in the dark so that none can see you... Why don't you grab your life and live it as you deserve... Why do you always hide your vulnerability behind this silly useless mask of confidence and strength, and when you finally allow people to see who you are, the sudden difference scares them away... When did you stop loving yourself...